the past few days

have been interesting to say the least.
and it hasn't been the good interesting either.

my dad won't go see the doctor for a mole, that looks like melanoma (skin cancer). now i freak out easily, so when I saw it I yelled at him, and when he told me to get out I burst into tears... but my mom, a nurse, who never freaks out about medical things, was also freaking out. and has been bugging him for WEEKS to get that checked out.
This scares me, because my dad is very stubborn, and unless we talk to him about it every single day, then he won't go.
Very irritating.

Other things have happened as well, but I'll refrain from saying some of these.

All I know is that I wish it was summer, and that I wasn't in school anymore. And I wish it was my 21st already. But saturday is Lauren's so that means only 2 more months for me. Which means less than 2 months till I move into my apartment.
Yesssssss.

I want to speed through the shit, to get to the good stuff.